TERRENCE's

2010-05-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

Life is very unpredictable, we will never know what is going to happen next, but what we can do is to be strong and have a positive mindset towards our future.

Many things had happened in my life some said that it’s like a drama

show that has a good ending but to me it’s like a nightmare that I’m

trapped in. Even though things are so much better now but the hurt

and the pain will always be with me. It’s like a healed wound though

the wound had been healed over time but the scar that had been

left behind will always remind you of what had happened.

Because of what happened from the past i can’t really trust people

that easily and often push people away because I don’t want to go

through the pain of being left behind. Isn’t it what everyone does?

Recently I happened to watch ugly Betty and there was this episode

that changes my mindset.
In this episode ugly Betty had to say good bye to her boyfriend

because he is leaving for greater good but ugly Betty did not cry and

do the whole self-pity thing that most of us do.

She wrote this short post talking about how people deal with

goodbyes and that really touched me.

It’s something like “I have to say goodbye more times that i would have like but everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we do it even it’s for the greater good its still stink. And though we will never forget what we’ve given up but we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can’t do is live our life always afraid of the next goodbye because chances are they are not going to stop. The trick is to recognise when a goodbye can be a good thing, when it’s a chance to start again”.
Think about it.

This are my friends that have started to trust and even though one day
we might say goodbye to each one i know we will never forget this period of time that we spend together. And maybe when the day comes we might all find something or someone special in our life.

2009-10-20T18:34:00.000-07:00

- Sorry ppl i'm not really good at remembering bday dates-

Evelyn happy belated bday! Will have a belated celebration with you when u are back:)
Christine - happy belated bday too.

There is always a second chance for everyone. :)

2009-10-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

Dee, dee, dee, dee,
Dee, dee, dee, dee, dee, dee,

Dee, dee, dee, dee, dee, dee, dee

I'M SO FANCY FREE. :P

Seriously i'm not a great fan of sun ho but i really feel that her new album is not

that bad. Although is not as good as beyonce but i guess it's a good start.

Back to my life,
Holidays were great,

was sent to ritz carlton by my sch

to work for them during the F1 race and

the experience was GREAT!
Guess wat i did?
-help guest with any problems they have

-station at the lobby (Greet guest)
-press the lift for the guest
-talk to them
sound boring? it might be but trust me until the day you tried

you will never know how fun it is and how great it feel

when the guest thank you for the things you have done.
Although the standing hour hurts my feet. :P

School has started,

thank goodness for this sem there is two module which i do not have to

do presentation and one module i do not have to do rj. :)

Everything in this world change and i'm glad that rp changed it system too. haha

Anyway suppose to go jac father's bday party but last min i was called to

go hilton hotel later for some CK event.

PS. so sry jac. meet up soon :)

2009-09-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

I remember there was once a friend told me that life is like a roller coaster.
There will be times you are at the highest point and there will also be times you are at the lowest point.
Same goes to life, there's always ups and downs. :)
Just gotta do somethings to make yourself feel better.
Have fun, forget about those unhappy stuff. :)
And as for me i found the best way to make myself feel better.
SHOPPING! ( Some random stuff i bought today, not much though)
FYI: I simply love the color. HAHA!

2009-08-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures do the talking :)

2009-08-26T14:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY EUNICE!

Had a night out with eunice, yuan feng and vikita.
went over to geylang for supper. (Ate alot. Too mush for supper) :P
Eunice wanted to eat durian so we bought DURIAN for dessert.

Was wondering should we eat there or come my place and eat.
And since we have not been playing mahjong for so long we took this
chance to come my house and play. haha.
~~~Mahjong all the way till 5am~~~

Sometime i wish my life could be so much easier for me.
So that i can live my life in peace and without much burden and troubles.
But sad to say, i'm not having that life. :(
~~CIAO!~~

2009-08-24T09:20:00.000-07:00

1st sem is coming to an end... that means holiday's coming :)
And as usual holidays is always being loved.

Let's just hope that UT grades will be good. haha

Anyway have been going through alot lately
those who is close to me should know.
Come to realize that it's really not easy to walk this path.
but what can we do? come to think of it, we don't really have much

choice too. We must constantly change our mindset and the way we work
to the things that happen around us.
THINKING...
Gotta make some decision and i hope everything will be fine. :)
~~I'm to blame~~

Put those emo thoughts aside.
Went to town with jo this afternoon and i saw some really good shoes.

PUMA - blue and orange
VANS - Orange white

I'm so gonna get it. Hopefully i can get those two by next week :)

PUMA is loved:)

Blue and orange, Blue and yellow = "thumbs up"

FYI: I'm so into all this color right now :)
Pamper me with this color and u will be loved. HAHA!

2009-08-03T20:21:00.000-07:00

1st Aug :19th Bday :)

Damn it haven even 20 yet. ARGH!

Can't wait to be old.

Went out with my sec sch friend on fri for my celebration

as usual they are late.

they brought me over to vivo and had dinner at marche :p

(They try very hard not letting me know they buy cake and card. HAHA!)

cutting cake session was great. surprise to see wording on the cake. THX!

Went over to clarke quay and got surprise again by having the GMAX ticket.
After that stupid scary ride we head down to eski bar for a drinking session.

2009-07-27T20:21:00.000-07:00

Monday's lesson was great. As usual Rick low talk alot. Haha.
Went over to holland drive to accompany xiang ling to order cake for her friend.
AND AND.. She got me a slice of cake. HAHA! THX! (My bday is this sat)
She sang me a advance bday song too. haha.

2009-07-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

Sat svc was great :)
What pastor preach let me think of the past, the things i do.

On the other hand it seem like everything just keep coming to me
And when ever i tried and thought that i can move on i realize that
i cant. Back to square one.
Anyway someone told me that why focus on the 95% of bad things happening and not
holding on to the 5% and hope that the good things will come.

Maybe i should.
Thinking..

2009-07-22T19:16:00.000-07:00

I MISS EVELYN!!!!

She's the one who know me inside out.
One that i will tell everything to.

One that tells me everything.
Anyway she's in melbourne now sudying.
Cant's wait to see her back :)

ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING!

2009-07-21T21:23:00.000-07:00

I would really like to think that i'm not stupid but i couldn't help but to feel this way.

Within this short period of two week i did lots of stupid thing that i have come to regret it now.

If life can be like a video recorder i would rewind and delete what i have done.

It's funny how man handle things, when problem arise most of us tent to focus more on the negative side and not the positive sides which lead us to be depress and moody.

I guess we all should, or at least i should, be optimistic and not pessimistic.

-Feeling darn disgusted with myself-

Speaking of being optimistic, the lesson i had on the change of management system gave me a insight not just on business itself but on daily life too.

When business change their management system, most of the time why the end result is not
favorable is because of the attitude of the empolyee. They are too comfortable with what they do and do not hope to seek any changes.
Take this and apply it in life. I feel that many of us has this same problem. We complain why life sucks and all but what is the main problem?
Why do we experience failure? Because of fear of trying new things?
I feel that attitude is the main key. How can we complain when we did not do our best?

So i think we should not be held down by fear and do what we think we should. :)

-if you think you can YOU CAN, if you think you CAN'T start thinking YOU CAN!. Cheers!

Anyway my bday is coming!!! YEAH!

Gonna stay happy and do what i think i should :)

2009-07-02T20:58:00.000-07:00

Clubbing @ Rebel
Went clarke quay with eve because she's meeting her friends to club
But end up they went to zouk.
Anyway met pris and her friend's to club it was great but half way pris and her bf need to leave
But lucky i saw my pri sch friend and he ask me to join him and his group of friends.
So overall it's a GOOD NIGHT!
Ciao~

2009-06-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

Just finish watching this whole series name ROSWELL!
This show is talking about this three alien trying to hide who they really are well living
peacefully in this world with the humans.
Max Evans, Isabel Evans and Michael Guerin were the alien that survive after the 1947 UFO crash. They were in some kind of pod and they sort of come alive years after the crash.
Liz Parker, Maria DeLuca, Alex Whitman were the first three human who found out
the truth about them. And the story goes on about how they try to escape from the FBI and
Other alien that wanted to kill them.
Overall i feel that the show is not that bad. 3.5-4 /5
come approach me if u wan the show. :)

Anyway she is Majandra Delfino who acted as maria deLuca in the show and who
happen to be a very good singer. I love her song! u guys should go listen to her songs damn nice!
Her second album call tarte, include songs like daddy died and poems spill.

2009-06-14T19:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY TO YUAN FENG!

Fri 12june

Went out last friday to celebrate yuan feng bday(Offical day to celebrate), although we already did went to his place to surprise him on thursday.
Went town for dinner @ crystal jade palace and it was great!
Too classy for us though. HAHA!
After that we continue our celebration with singing K.
And had another cutting cake session there.
Oreo cheese cake --- Damn NICE!

2009-06-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

Went over to vikita's house for BBQ with yf and all.
Reach there around 3plus to swim first then eat around 6plus then swim again. HAHA!
Anyway the whole BBQ is to gather and talk not to EAT! but sad poh ling cant join us.
Xiner and daryl left at 11plus and the rest of us slack at the pool side till 4plus.
Had our breakfast at tamp mac then went home.

Looking forward to yf bday celebration:)

2009-05-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

Golden era of daughter-in-law
Just finish watching this show.
Not too bad. VERY FUNNY!

2009-05-05T20:41:00.000-07:00

Sch is really boring.

Plus the changing of class everyday make me dun feel like coming to sch.

Sometime friends is the reason why u wanna come and stay in class

but the fact that we change classes everyday makes it harder for us to make friends.

Because each module we only get to see them 15 times. ONCE PER WEEK!

Somemore the work is stressful.

The time that we have to finish our work is shorten.

blah blah blah.........

Suddenly miss the time when i was in secondary school!

2009-04-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

26 April (SUN) -BBQ @ Vikita's house

Short and Sweet.

Ciao~

2009-04-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

SCH START ALREADY!!!!! AND IT'S LIKE HELL!!! ARGH!!
I was like so looking forward to sch but end up i was like gosh! haha.
Anyway went out ytd after sch to meet my secondary sch friends and daryl is very nice
to come RP to fetch me and eunice. Thx daryl!
Went back to pasir ris then to TP to fetch vikita and head down to daryl's place to do my RJ
after that we went back to TP again just to fetch yuan feng. idiot lesson end so late.

After all the fetching we head down to chomp chomp!
We end up getting lost because daryl forgot the way there but we still manage
to find our way there thx to eunice GPS.
We ate ALOT! And finish most of it just for them because they can't finish. HAHA!

IKEA is our next stop after dinner. Went there without a reason! HAHA!
So we just walk around and take picture. then daryl send all of us home.
The end.

2009-04-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

It's Been a Year!

Went for FTT in the morning with Zeon png.

AND I PASSED! Although is just FTT but it's still something to be happy about.

After that went over to tamp mall to shop for some formal wear and met jing wen abound 6plus for dinner. :)

Here comes the shocking one. Jerel came over and drove us to Boon lay to fetch joyce for supper.

And it's been so long ever since the four of us went out together.

Everything was really great! Although starting it feel weird.

When we were on our way home i started the topic about the past and what jerel told me was like ARGH!

Made me feel like a FOOL! idiot.

Just need to think through it.

Joyce thanks for planning the supper

JW thanks for making things happen

Jerel thanks for driving us around and sending me home.

Thank god for a wonderful day :)

2009-04-05T19:49:00.000-07:00

-Decided to go back church
-Went back to my dear jia yi cell group :)

-Finally that stupid jerel talk! And jw experience what i experience before! HAHA!
-Finally got back what is missing in life!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!

After so many things happen in my life I thought I will never go back to church but things turn out to be different. Here I am back to CHC and back to my own beloved cell group W193. God is good and His hand will never be too short to pull us back to Him.

-Problems come for a reason and one of it is to allow you to discover what are your purpose in life.

Bye!

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2009-03-11T10:11:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!

I can go out! I hate to stay at home for so many days.

But the sad thing now is that my face look like freak.

need to wait for like one month to heal. damn it

Have been going out every single day and i'm loving it. haha.

But spend too much money. need to stop spending so much,

Met christine, pris and da jie for dinner.

We were all fucking hungry and we ordered so much food till we cant finish. HAHA!

Anyway looking forward to this sat to celebrate da jie's bday and clubbing session with friends :)

Going to spend more money :(

2009-02-28T10:00:00.000-08:00

OMG! CAN SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME!!!

BORED!!! THIS ONE WEEK PLUS I HAVE BEEN STAYING AT HOME DOING NOTHING!!!

ARGH!

I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!!

2009-02-25T03:57:00.000-08:00

CHICKEN POX!!!

Just after the fun week i got chicken pox. Damn it!

This few days i have to rest at home.

Cannot eat this cannot eat that! ARGH!

When i'm done with this i will have fun like no one's business.

2009-02-21T22:19:00.000-08:00

It's been a wonderful week with dmitri.
And here are all the photos but still left the last day's photo he haven send to me.
Sad to say goodbye but i guess everything has it's own ending time. it's just sooner or later.
Good luck and keep in contact.

2009-02-17T09:30:00.000-08:00

2009-02-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

DMITRI ANOSSOV.
(Trip to singapore)
Too tired to upload all at once
Will upload others soon.

2009-01-20T22:24:00.001-08:00

This week has been great and it would be better if i will just stay at home and not go sch. HAHA!
Anyway this is my last week of year one in RP so after this week i will be enjoying my long holiday :)

Have been meeting my sec sch friend more often this days to get new years clothes and i'm also surprise to see that wan peng has joined us too.
Great to have you around.
I just realise that my life seem to be revolving around my sec sch friends. haha

I left two more days to complete my year one:
Sci - done
Maths - done
Enterprise - done
Communication - thurs
Cognitive - fri

This is a joke from one of my pervert friend. Enjoy :)

DON'T LOOK AT NAKED LADY
Boy 1: Why do you run from a naked lady?
Boy 2: Becos my mum said that if I look at a naked lady, I'll turn into stone.
A part of me is getting hard already!

2009-01-09T10:18:00.000-08:00

Damn it. i hate being sick and today is the 7th day and it's not recovering.
Anyway because of my sickness i didnt go sch today. Thank god my this module still can pon.
Felt much better in the afternoon so i decided to meet yuan feng and all for dinner.
Came over to my place for mahjong but end up my friend was having a great time talking to my mum. (Weird)

After that yuan feng got bored and took all my stuff out from my wardrobe and started puting on himself. It looks fucking ugly and gay. HAHA.

DARLY PLS TRY TO GET OVER IT OR IT LEAST STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!

2009-01-05T07:34:00.001-08:00

Sch just reopen and it's not consider a good start for me.

I FALL SICK! AND SERIOUSLY SICK!

With all the cough and flu i can hardly bear it in class.

Anyway manage to tahan all the way to hougang for dinner with my last sem classmate

and it's seem like the good old days. Sad that sam and felix can't join.

Currently reading new mood chapter 20 already, going to finish the book soon but i didnt manage to can eclipse before it got sold out :(

So i guess either i wait for the stock to come in or i will jjust borrow it from my friend.

DARYL LIM! CONGRATS THAT U GOT A NEW BLOG! BUT PLS DUN GRIEVE OVER THE MATTER FOR TOO LONG! :)

2009-01-04T17:26:00.000-08:00

2009-01-01T11:18:00.000-08:00

31 DEC 2008

Met xiner and all for lunch and movie.
Went to pasir ris park to drink till late night and it was really fun. We were all high and the countdown was great :) Glad to spend the very last moment of 2008 with you guys.
Anyway, got a chance to talk to one of my secondary sch friend during the drinking session and it was awesome! I just spill out all the unhappy and happy stuff that had happened to me which i keep it within myself. And it was like AH...... (finally say it all out)
what better way to end and start a new year :)
THANKS MY FRIEND!

1 JAN 2009
DEAR MISS ANG!!!
CONGRATS

Went down to miss ang (sec sch maths teacher) Pre-wedding party with my sec sch gang. And as usual with miss ma huiling around the place is filled with fun and laughter.
After that we proceed on to xiner house for mahjong and blackjack. AND I WIN MONEY!! (but only 80cents) HAHA!
But is better than losing which pretty much happen to me all the time.
Will upload pic soon!

2008-11-17T19:32:00.000-08:00

NEW HOODIE!

2008-11-17T01:14:00.000-08:00

2008-11-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

DONE BY: EUNICE

After our dinner!

Before that we went to gym together with daryl, poh ling and xiner. It was like a useless trip because after that we went for a feast! HAHA!

Anyway eunice say that the pic look like daryl! :)

2008-10-30T12:34:00.000-07:00

CLUBBING @ ARENA!

Met eve and all for clubbing last sat to celebrate eve and hanlin's birthday.
It was really great! I guess the people you go clubbing with is the most impt thing if u wan to have fun :)
And i'm glad that i went with the right people.

2008-10-24T21:40:00.000-07:00

Last few days we have been going to xiao long place to do our ppt during the second break. It was fun hanging out there but this place is really fucking dirty. HAHA!

2008-10-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

KELL'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ ESKI BAR!
FUN NIGHT!!!

2008-10-07T06:36:00.000-07:00

What would you do if u are still stuck in the past and cant let go of it?

I have been asking myself this question ever since i was in secondary school but i just dont's seem to get the answer.

Oh well maybe i do have the answer but seriously knowing the answer is one thing but applying it is another. And it's really tough.

( i guess im just gonna put it one side first)

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Anyway Sch is as usual - BORING!!!

But thank god i have cai hui, bay and xiang ming in class with me.

They just make laugh non stop.

And seriously i think i have to buck up for my grades. IT'S ALL C!!!

2008-09-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

FRI NIGHT @ ESKI BAR!

Go to school late that day. And the lesson itself sucks!
Thanks god xiao long in my team. He help me do all the work because i didnt know what to do. THANKS MAN!
Anyway after sch we as each others new classmate decided to go to town and drink, part of bonding.
Photo that we took that day :

2008-09-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

W36A!! NEW CLASS OF THE SEM!

TRACY! (MOST OUTSPOKEN ONE)
YAN ZHU! ( KAMPONG GIRL?) HAHA
MING HUA
AMANDA AND FIR
DOING WORK :P
Shuai and John :)
ME, Cai Hui and YanYi

Me
Luke!

My sci team! (mat noh, yan zhu and me)
That's amanda. haiz :)

Cai hui ( siao eh)
Xiang ming & me
Xiang ming, me, cai hui and yanyi
Me and cai hui (siao eh)
Xiang ming, me, cai hui and yanyi

Me and yanyi
Michelle and me
Xiao long, me, cai hui and yanyi
Yanyi, cai hui and me
Yanyi, xiao long, cai hui and me

Thank goodness i got a pretty nice class :)

As compared to my other friends i think i feel really contented with my new class.

FEW MORE MONTHS TO GO!!! :)

2008-09-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

This are the photo we took on wed (the day when i pon school). Really had a great time with daryl, sheeny and joanna. :) CRAP ALOT!

SOMEONE ASKED ME BEFORE, DO I HAVE THIS ONE FRIEND OR ONE PERSON THAT I WILL TURN TO WHENEVER SOMETHING HAPPY OR SAD HAPPENED. AT THAT MOMENT MY ASNWER WAS YES! BUT EVER SINCE THEN THINGS HAVE ALL CHANGED. IT’S SAD BUT I GUESS IT’S JUST LIFE. HOPE THINGS WILL GET BETTER FOR ME.

2008-09-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

This weekend had been a great one for me :)
Met pris for drinking on fri night at eski bar
Met daryl and sheeny for drinking on sat night at blue urban oasis.
It great to meet people that i have not seen for so long. Did alot of catching up.
We shall all meet up soon yea? see you guys man.

Anyway today i just went for singapore biennale 2008 sneak preview!!
It was GREAT!! The art work was like cool! didnt manage to take photo of all the art work but still jazzy manage to take some :)
Here are the pics :

2008-08-30T03:43:00.000-07:00

29 AUG, TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATION 2008

Meet up with all of my secondary school friends to go back school together and as usually the teacher's day concert sucks. haha
Had a great time catching up :)

28 AUG (steamboat at bugis )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE, JI PHANG AND POH LING!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!

Went out to celebrate their birthday and it was great seeing all of them again :)

Seldom meet eunice, vikita and wei hong they all but when we meet we just have so much to crap and talk about. haha

Finally most of my friends all turn 18 already left with two more and that is EVELYN AND XINER!!!! looking forward to thei birthday!

27 AUG @ SENTOSA

CLASS OUTING!!!

But sad to say there were only 6 people who turn up.

Anyway we had alot of fun even though not everyone turn up so i guess it pretty worth going.

Here are the photos:

2008-08-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

YES! Finally is holiday!

But this time round i dun really like holiday because after this holiday

i'm going to a brand new class :(

MISSING W45M people already!!!! HAHA!!!

Thank god we are having a outing on 27 AUG!!! SEE YOU GUYS SOON MAN!!!

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P

Hot and bored is how i feel right now man.

Singapore biennale is starting soon, so there are booth in town that promote

more about biennale and together with jazzy and sara WE ARE THE BOOTH TENDER!!!

If anyone is interested to know more about biennale you guys can just come to the booth that is located outside ngee ann city.

Sorry too bored le. NOW talking to ah ma on webcam :P
Jazzy busy taking photo
sara is too tired. sitting down and rest.

THREE LITTLE PIGS I GUESS. HAHA!!! Will upload those pic jazzy take soon :)

2008-08-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

MUMMY!!! IT'S OVER!!! :( :(
The first sem is finally over and that means we are all gonna change class.Everyone today is like so emotional. It's been really FUN to be part of W45M, all the jokes and craps that we always talk about. People like Baka who always make us laugh, Li yin ( AH BU) who do stupid things which make us feel so silly and more. 16 weeks is indeed fast. How i wish we can spend more time together as a class.Well i guess Never mind we shall go and meet new people but not to forget everyone in W45M :) Cheers!!
SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!!!
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!

2008-08-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

BAD DAY MAN

Woke up late for sch and the faci

change the ending time of the class to 12

without informing my friends and I so i ended

up going to sch for nth.

After that together with sam they all, we decided to

hang out but it didnt turn out well too.

Thought yishun have starbucks but in the end there isnt any. The "BEST" part is that jazzy have

to leave already and shuk han got to meet

her BF.

After all this, me and li yin decided to go home

and hell man! we waited for very long and it's super hot and when the bus come there is no seats.

I guess it's just not my day :(

2008-08-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

I HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE AND I WANT MY

LIFE TO BE COLOURFUL AND COOL!!! :)

AND THAT'S MY BIRTHDAY WISH!!! :) HAHA